What the hell inside you

a common people
move here and there to find himself
he moved more than the places he wished
he couldn't find himself

He never lost
if a person never lost
how can we find him roaming here or there
it's almost impossible task

physically presence here/there
absence from inner soul everywhere
there is problem
this is the our common problem now

you are feeling same
i am feeling same
you are talking same
i am talking same

what the hell inside me
what the hell in this world
exist in this world not happy
exit from this world not easy

i really can't understand sometime
life is roaming or me
breath is pushing or wind
mind is thinking or sinking

we move miles everyday physically
we are in same point everyday by thought
is this wonder too or something else ?
really hard to figure out

i stop in point
i see kites are flying in sky
i think, if i can fly like a kite
how happy i will be

i keep thinking this looking at the kite
kites sometimes fly high sometime low
i feel how freely kites flying in sky
its so amazing and happy

after a while kite drops to ground
i just think why it can't continue flying
why it dropped to ground
if i am kite, i never down to ground

a person absence by inner soul
never know the reality
kite never fly itself in sky
people buy and fly for self entertainment

a heart fly with kites and drops to ground
can't move even a centimeter per year
just keep sitting and singing the sound
waiting for another objects come in sight or mind

after a while some birds appear in the sky
they dance together in sky for a while
then some birds went east and some went west
remaining went north and south

the more far they fly
the distance of each and every birds increased
at the end they all separates
once they are near the destination

once we are near the destination
we all get lost from inner soul
like, once kite free from thread
always stay awaken even you lost from inner soul

be always steady and brave
you need to live everyday ahead
don't feel/live like dead
this is the begin of life not end

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