i talked thousands day

i talked thousands day 

but not for me 

i walked millions mile 

but not for myself 

i imagined thousands dream 

but nothing took me out 

day came and went 

night came and went 

the breath keeps in and out 

either day or night 

i have no idea 

where it comes and goes 

i wonder 

where does twelve hours long day can hide 

where does twelves hours long night can hide 

it appears as a routine in next day or night 

i even can't hide few meters long curtain from my window 

this thought has been wandering me much 

i read and write 

but i didn't study and realize 

i speak and imagine 

but i never realize the gap of reality 

so i keep flying and flying 

till i reach the ice point 

the day i realize 

birds fly by it's will not by wings 

the the next moments 

 i decided to talk myself 

 i decided to walk myself 

 i decided dream myself 

 i meditated myself 

the moments 

when i meditated 

i realize 

i know nothing 

i am nothing  

i am in nowhere 

why should i worry ? 

why should i bury ? 

the things which are not belonged to me 

feat and fate are in every step 

either i move or not 

it has been prisoning us 

#nepaltrekking

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